Brokenxhearted8, 36

Age is only a number by legal senses, not so much maturity senses. I have my days where I'm totally immature and childlike, but I know when to act mature and the right time and place for things. I am much more intelligent than I lead on. I have a strong determination in changing the world in some way. Don't judge the life I live because you'll never completely understand me. I can be a total B---- or I can be a total sweetheart. I have a slight confidence issue in myself that I don't let known when it is happening. I know how to have fun and I don't need to be under the influence of anything to do it. Follow your heart always, even if it does lead you in the wrong direction, there's always another path to take to make it all work out in the end. You only live once so do it how you want. I firmly believe in second chances and that everyone deserves one in some way or another, despite how they screwed up the first time. You live with your mistakes, so make sure you see it as a lesson learned instead of something to hold you back. You decide who comes and goes, and who is worth being a part of your life. We all live to die, it's all about the chapters you write in your book that matter. Don't let anyone hold you back from doing what you think is right, regardless of who those people are. I have learned a lot in my life. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. I've learned that you cannot trust anyone else if you cannot even trust yourself. I've learned that you cannot make anyone else happy until you're happy with yourself. It's not about the quantity of friends, but the quality. You don't need a ton of friends to be known, only the right ones that accept you, flaws and all. My heart is very big and goes out to anyone in need. Don't mistake my kindness for weakness, because it will most likely be the biggest mistake that you can ever make. I know what it's like to be hurt, I know what it's like to be in love and to be loved in return.